There isn't enough mouthwash in the world

[balivatn]

So frustrated. I have something really bothering me, and I can't talk about it. Talking about it in general won't help (and may, in fact, make things worse), and talking to the actual specific people isn't possible - for a huge variety of reasons.

It's really not a good sign when I wake up in the morning and am a little sad that I'm still here.